I want you to know that no matter what you may be going through or how it may seem, God is in control of your life and he cares about you and what you are going through. Even in our disobedience, He is still concerned about us and He wants to restore us unto Himself.
I know that sometimes it is not easy to hold on to your faith when everything appears to be against you, but you have to hold on, because your breakthrough is before you and will come. I understand that taking the easy way and compromising your faith may sometimes seem like the right thing to do, but it is not! Think back on your past mistakes and remember the times that you compromised your faith. What was the outcome? We suffered needlessly, but in a still small voice, He was still calling out to us ready to forgive and restore us. The scriptures state that we have all fallen short of the glory of God, but that is no excuse to give up on yourself or Him.
There is a song that Donnie McClurkin sings entitled "We Fall Down." The lyrics are simple "We fall down, but we get up. For a saint is just a sinner who fell down, but we couldn't stay there, and got up. We get back up again."